: decrease graph :

What happen?

anyone want to have this kind of graph in their life??

i don't think so...

and

NOT for me too..

but

but

and but

MY LIFE JOURNEY

heading to decrease sweet moment..

arrgh~~

this graph show what is happen to me now...

its SCARED me a lots...

i try to find WHY this happen to me...

am i become pessimist person nowadays..??

huh~~

i teach myself to be positive..

to be optimist

why so hard to be '+' ??

sometimes

i miss my work as a salesgirl at "FOTOSUN"

erm..'mya zara' version

kerja di kedai gambar

i learned a lot of things there..

i think it is what i love to do..

more to graphic work..

i can entertain customer confidently

people do respect my skills

uncle , auntie , alex - they believe in me

its really make me feel being appreciated..

bukan nak berbangga

but

you know, i can do something..

its really surprise me...

sometimes

couldn't believe that i ever doing things

that make me proud of myself

NOW..

i try to be someone that attract people to hear my words

but

not in doing work...

even finishing my work..

its HARD...

hard

HarD!!

'decreasing' my skills....

I HATE ALL THIS...

all human being had their own determination..

so am i...

BETH you can do it again...

YES!!

and

I HOPE...

THIS WILL BE MY LAST 'NEGATIVE SOUND' BLOG...

be positive beth...!!

you can do it...

i believe in my GOD..

HE will Help me...

I LOVE YOU LORD..

be with me

chikbeth