soon i'll be leaving my current company
i have been here almost 2 year & 10 month
its a great & challenge start
ending this work with this feeling is not a good experience
from busy day until no work to be done
Why we stay until now??
its just like - we have our own ego..
giving an excuse;
1.waiting for the contract to be terminate
2. project almost done
3. wanna see how this project officially close/end
thats why we stayed..
until today the project still got something to be done..
some is under DLP and some are not under DLP..
this really not & out of how we deal with construction fields.
very excited to learn something new in this fields
i feel like learn (not to say nothing), it is not up to standard
i can say that, from beginning of year 2017,
i did not learn something new..
no task that challenge me..
i felt my mind goes to zero..
i need more refreshment to start new work..
i need vacation!!
the confident is not in here.. my heart.. missing
i need to do something that give back my super-excited attitude to face this world challenge..
stay outside the boxes..
even now, i already pending updating my resume.
from the day receiving 3 month notice of contract termination
now left another 1 month to find new job.
i have few commitment this few month.. i don't want to advance from others anymore..
God, Help me
I need you
give me the positive energy to continue my life
haha.. sound i'm out of my topic..
its ok..i just want to mumbling here..
release my burden