SEMINAR lanscape 10 & 11 NOV

:good news, bad news:

: its not a good starting for year 2009 :

halu...
its been long time i'm not update my blog.
almost 8 month already we walk through year 2009..

for me..
its really a challenge year although we still have 4 months to finish this year...
i don't know what had happen to my life..
confuse/blur and many more..

but
thanks GOD..
i have HIM, my GOD in my life..

DIA memberi aku kekuatan di saat aku merasa diri aku benar-benar jatuh..

aku diberi kesabaran biarpun ada ketika sabar aku hilang
but
because of HIM
i have that patient
HE teach me to accept what had happen to me..
i'll never blame my GOD

HE always give another chance for me to built back my life
HIS LOVE is the greatest feeling i have..
even though i feel
nak marah people around me.
i remember HIS WORD...
its won't happen
HE open my eyes
asking me to be optimise
although its hard

i pray
i hope
thats bad feeling will fly away from my heart..
i Believe..
GOD have plan a beautiful life for me in future..
i LOVE HIM very much

because of HIS LOVE..
my tears help me to calm down

HE know my dreams
family
future life
especially for my parent
i love them so much

THE TIME WILL COME
WHAT I HAVE TO DO IS
STRUGGLE MORE HARD
BE EFFICIENT AND OPITIMISE
AND
DON'T FORGET TO PRAY

-TQ-

::FOCUS::

What the word???

FOCUS right..

hah~

hari ini i melepak at my ex-office

actually pukul 3 ptg td i patut entertain meeting

i ganti bos i walaupun dah 'ex'

ya la, it is an experience ma

buat ape nak berkira

kan...

as long perkara tuh still berguna untuk i

i akan buat.

but

kena postpone pula p this friday

erm..

back to my topic

'FOCUS'

dah lama tak update blog ni

it is because... i busy focus on

i) study

ii) outstanding works

iii) side income works

time is very precious for this moment

rase nak giler bile byk kerja outstanding

sapa suruh suka tangguh kan..

until

my school holiday pun terpaksa digunakn utk

perkara2 yg tertangguh

huh~~

untuk settle kan semua kerja

i terpaksa..

a) kurangkan surf website yg tak berkenaan

i) blog/fs/facebook

ii) web hiburan

iii) chatting

iv) except online newspaper

b) korbankan waktu melepaks

c) cuti sem (walaupun hanya 2 weeks)

thats why la...

we have to FOCUS on what are doing

serta merta tanpa hold it

supaya

cepat siap

dan mempunyai masa nak baiki kalau ada silap

chikbeth

:tag from Anna M.A:

Okay,

here's the rule :

Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.

Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results,

and post it as your answer.

After that tag 7 people.

::the age of next birthday::

hiew,first picca!!!

menggelikan

ada 27 landak ker aper???

erm..

i amik lain satu k..

i'm 27 years old for my next birthday

tak ku sangka & u all pun tak akan menyangka..

yg diri ini menyandang angka 27..

hehe

coz, i'm still look like 20-25

hahaha

(perasan kejap)

::place i'd like to travel::

ITALY... i dunno much about Italy

but i know this place was popular with 'architecture' term

just surf from the internet about it..

one of it 'Tower of Pisa'

::a favourite place::

erm..tmpt i suke, tmpt yang tenang, damai
dan

semua la tmpt yg blh bg diri ini berehat..

especially berdekatan beach, mountain, village, forest

huh~~~

tak perlu dgr enjin kereta, hidu asap...etc

::a favourite food::

hah~~fabereto food

NASI PUTIH WITH DAGING MASAK MERAH

not spicy, little bit only la

but i feel this food very yummy2

::a favourite thing::

??????? kan

actually, 'thing' i like to do is

just stay at home

not

become a full time housewife

but as per 2nd picca

a house with my own design

architecture + ID + landscape

what is could be??

brilliant right..

hehe

prefer to spend my leisure time at home

if i have beautiful house and garden

::nickname i had::

TATOO

haha..

when i was small la.. org kt kpg call me with that name

unique kan,

erm..they call me because they think

pembesaran i akan terbantut.. kot

mb sb fizikal i time kecik kot serupa dgn one of my kpg mate la...

nama org itu tatu jugak..

thanks GOD i membesar jugak

::a favourite color::

hehehe..

i luv this kaler since 2004 or 2005

i dunno y

what i know this kaler look very energetic

beside color red or black..

anyone know me, they know what color of my collection

haha

::college major::

this picca is the first when i try to search for the subject.

actually, i like doing math in architecture

senang kot

mudah

::name of my love::

hehe

what that sign??

hah~~secreto de amor la

haha

until become my husband

::a hobby::

hehe..

since i was in primary school

until now baru ade 2 buku stamp jer

and

1 buku 'fisrt day envelopes'

::a bad habit::

i hate this, ya la nama dah bad habit

masa..i suke tangguh2 kerja

that make me jadi seorang yg tak menghargai masa

::my wish list::

7 people i'm tagging:
ucumanja
retasya

nicol

nucy_loves

ucumanja

retasya

nicol

(cukup 7 kan)

MONEY or QUALITY & QUANTITY

eHEM...Ehem..

hi guy & gals sekalian..

bertemu kembali

wah~~

ceria gitu..

tapi

'conflict' sedang berlaku dalam diri i ketika ini..

berkenaan dengan subject di atas

maybe ada juga orang lain yang merasa apa yg i rasa ketika ni..

what i know...

i have 'unproper management' life

why do i say so??

i'm not blaming GOD..

its all from me

banyak sikap 'negative' yang i junjung nowadays

its really make me stress

kepala 50% blur

hati 80% sakit

badan 30% tak berdaya

its equal more than 100%

BAHAYA!!

its really scare me..

and

i have make MY decision

no matter what

i have to REST

even there no other 'backup' designer at my office

but

lagipun job tak byk

huh~~

until when i have to HOLD

its make me getting worst

NO TRANSFORMATION HAPPENED IN MY LIFE

in work??

in school???

leisure time???

what do you all think??

I SHOULD TAKE A LONG LEAVE RIGHT!!

ERM..

of course we need MONEY for our life...!!

but

if we all have our professional field

takkan nak biar QUALITY & QUANTITY

makin merundum..

owh no..no..no..

"duit boleh dicari, ilmu susah nak dapat"

THANK YOU VERY MUCH..

regard

chikbeth

:earth Hour:

Ehem..ehem..

kempen 'EARTH HOUR' dah lama di buat..

tapi i

tak nak ketinggalan dlm kempen ini

even

tak sampai 24 hour lagi 'EARTH HOUR'

ini akan bermula..

so, para pembaca blog sekalian

i invite you all

sertai kempen

PADAM LAMPU UNTUK TEMPOH 1 JAM SAHAJA

and for u all dah tau kenapa kan???

lets do it for out EARTH...

28 MAC 2009

830 PM-930 PM

: My priority :

List of thing that am i doing right now..

2009

i) Study

ii) Try searching Freelance job

iii) Working

NOW..!!

and My Priority is MY STUDY...

Learning new things in my life is the marvellous experience.

its like falling in love by 'attending class'..

haha

but

after continuing my study

i realize that

i'm an outdated person actually..

mmmm...mmm

even most of my classmates are also an employee

but

between my ex-classmates in politechnic

i know they have EXPLORE a lot of new 'software'

in upgrading themshelf

huh~~

jelous juga rasa

ya la...

if i lepak with my friends yg same field..

they all talking about..

this and that software/rendering..& so on

sepertinya

i still berada 'di hujung' jari kaki..

because i can't even interrupt them to talk same topic

just listen and smile and say 'Wow'

huh~~...hieeww~~

its likes embarrasing me

sedangkan my friends dah merangkak naik

what do you feel???

mmg feel down but for me

i try and have to crawl out from the cocoon

AM I RIGHT??

even i really scared to do it so..

ya

i'm thinking about MONEY..

BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND MY GOD..

I know

i should take long rest from doing my 'work'

i want to

i) refresh my mind

ii) outstretch myself

iii) settle outstanding life work..

iv) format & upgrading my 'brain'

the important thing is my 'PRIORITY'

focus my study..

especially studio subject..

its a tough subject brings 6 hours credit,

no final exam

3 week to present....!!

takkan budak bachelor nak present

'rubbish work' right...

nak ker??

its all from my heart..

chikbeth

:tak datang kelas:

Ehem..ehem..

haluu semua

huhu

ari ni i tak p kelas

rugi jugak rasa..

ari ni kelas studio

ada evaluation tuk projek 2..

and

inventory untuk projek 3

but

badan rasa seperti tak sihat

smlm and hari ni asyik bersin

lagi2 smlm ada kena hujan

tp dah masuk tgh hari, ok sikit

cuma kepala still cm blur2

design??

urghh~~

pun tak dpt nak COMPLETE kan

1 week nak prepare..

oh~~GOD

still uncomplete..

tak risau??

uiii..AMATLAH risau..

gile la kalau langsung tak risau

baik quit jer dr study nie..

kalau blh nak buat terbaik lagi!!

yala

i further study bcoz i want to upgrade my skills

get more experience

huh~~

TAKUT

ok la..

i'll try to prepare the best..

:Submission!!...:

EHem..eHem..

all blogger park here for a few second

erm..

1 week left for me to compile all the requirement for my studio subject

( 2nd project.. )

its an ecological garden within our campus @ UTM city campus KL..

i have my own idea

but

once my brain hang/jam/blur

i don't what should i do..

everything

is

in my head

but

the signal are very slow

HELP ME!!

i need something that can improve my

'quality'

&

'quantity'

in my brain..

maybe i should format??

upgrade supposely...

or

'tambah rem'

owh, GOD

i knew you will be with me..

chayok!!..chayok!!

lets my brain/head, hand

move faster and actively..

huh~~~

:Difference Between Being a Friend and Being Friendly:

What are the standards for friendship?
The Bible lists some good ones (New Living Translation):

— Friends are few (Prov. 18:24) - "There are 'friends' who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother." We know the traditional concept of what a brother is, but think about what a brother is to a woman. A brother is someone who will stand by you and stand up for you because he wants the best for you, not because of what you can do for him.

— A friend lays down his life (John 15:13)"And here is how to measure it--the greatest love is shown when people lay down their lives for their friends." A friend puts your needs and well-being above his own.

— A friend loves unconditionally (Prov. 17:17) "A friend is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need."

— A friend speaks the truth in love (Prov. 27:6)"Wounds from a friend are better than many kisses from an enemy." A friend will tell you what you need to hear, again because he wants what is best for you. Someone caught up in infatuation or what he thinks is love will keep quiet so as not to jeopardize the physical aspects of the relationship.

— A friend encourages you and is sensitive to your needs (Prov. 26:18, 19) "Just as damaging as a mad man shooting a lethal weapon is someone who lies to a friend and then says, 'I was only joking.'"


who else can elaborate my question??

:will turn 26th years old soon:

wah~~~

i'm scared with this posting..

getting nearer to say bubye to 25 years old club

will join a NEW club..

huh~~

days running so fast..

i'm just want a breath for new year..

but its ok..

for me..

24 february 2009 is a begin for me..

its been 26 years already i stand on this beautiful earth..

with variety challenges that i face

lets me list down what we have learn being a human that growth..

(my own description)

0-12 month

we're in fast growth process

baby become a child

1 year - 4 years

within this years

we're in process of learning

to speak out a word/talk

to walk/run

5 years- 6 years

we're in pre-school

learning about ABC

sing a song

write

recognize other people

7 years - 9 years

we're in lower primary school

up 1 stage

spend more time at school

10 years - 12 years

we're in upper primary school

at this time we all have to attend kokurikulum

i'm a tunas puteri

13 years -17 years

we're in secondary school

learning more advance subject

all the subject is about our life and living

and maybe 'the subject' is about what are going to be..

18 years -25 years

we're teenage level already

free from wearing school uniform except for form 6

at this time, most of us busy applying any ipta/s

to continue our study to high level

depend with our course

&

what we intent to be....

to further study or to work

26 years old

its a new part for a teenage..

still don't know what will happen

i'll tell you next year

hehe

: Kenapa saya sibuk? :

Ehem..ehemm...

everybody....

ERM..

even my blog ni kurang popular...

but

i nak cerita juga kenapa i sibuk??

first,

i) semester dah lama mula, then semester ini

ader juga subjek STUDIO ecology

ii) then tahun ini pula, dapat keja tambahan..

'side income' cari duit wei~~

iii) kerja ofis pula tak banyak la..cuma ada outstanding work..

iv) tak cukup masa nak lepak kat blog ni...

i think itu sahaja..

second,

sbb2 lain,

i) i kena research schoolwork,

so, takde masa nak jenguk blog

ii) i kuar melepak, balik utk tidur

iii) siang hari i keja, mlm i tido haha

iv) hehe actually internet problem..gk

terlambat bayar bil broadband...

v) line internet slow melow..tension tunggu...

hehe..

so, lama2 banyak citer untuk blog jadi outstanding..

ada yg i ingat..ada yg i tak ingat..

dalam draft pun ader lagi..tak publish..

mmm..REZEKI untuk tahun baru kot..

hahaha

i HOPE so..

i need a lot of money to settle my loans

kalau tidak mati i..

:a STRESS week:

huh~~~
its been a long time i didn't drop anything here..
suddenly come out with...the subject ???

who can elaborate my subject??
huh~~
i don't know what happen to this week..

in work side i feel happy because i with my friend gonna have a job or project
which means i will have side income..
hehe
but the main thing is...not the side income
i learn to be somebody..that what i want..
i don't want to be who am i now..
the new vision in new year and the special month for me..
i won't turn back...

GOD please Help me.. it won't happen if i struggle with a blank heart and mind...!!
and without you supporting me..

erm..
what a stress week??
this week i got heart broken a few times
not because a man ( well i'm a women ready..wah ghatal kejap )

this week i'm too sensitive...
iyah...many reason why i feel that way..

its too long for me to write it here
because of
my friends,
my siblings,
my boss...

the way they talk, their body language, the words they speak out...
its make my heart beating and tears come out from my sepet eyes

what a good connection between my heart+mind+eyes...
huh~~

its give me highly patience..
to built my own life...

huh~~
sometimes kan,
our blog become our close friend.
if we don't have people to drop our feel..
we just write it here..

huh~~
there no ending for my subject...
but i feel much better now...

regard
chikbeth

:second TAG from Nucy:

1. Pernah menyambut tahun baru?

harusla

2. Tempat yang anda selalu pergi untuk menyambut tahun baru?

biasanyer stay kat rumah celebrate with my family kalau dkt sarawak la.

3. Apa yg anda buat di pagi tahun baru?

kalau celebrate dgn family biasa makan2,

kalau kat kpg.. turun sungai mandi

kalau kat kpg ada la kepercayaan kan....

uhh~~mandi 12.01 am

sejuk gigil

4. Apa yg anda suka apabila tibanya tahun baru?

i suke sebab tahun berubah jer...

blh rancang kehidupan baru

tp tak begitu suka sb i lahir awal thn

kejap jer dah birthday

huhu

5. Anda percaya dengan azam tahun baru?

Azam baru mestila nak bergerak ke depan

sentiasa positif, menjadikan diri matang

6. Senaraikan 3 orang yang ingin anda dekati tahun baru neh

ehem..

ehem..ehem

ehem..ehem..ehem

7. senaraikan 3 org yg anda ingin singkirkan tahun baru neh

erm..

erm...erm..

erm..erm..erm

takde kot

8. Pernah tak azam tahun baru anda tercapai?

dlm banyak senarai ada la juga tp separuh tahun jer...

isk..isk..isk

sedey kan

takde disiplin langsung

huh``

9. Azam anda tahun lepas (2008)

past is past

10. Azam anda tahun baru ( 2009 )

study lebih sikit dlm apa jua perkara baik

time jadi student or pekerja

11.senaraikn 7 org penerima hadiah tag ini

semua yg baca tag ini

okay~~

:first TAG from Nucy:

Peraturan untuk menerima award ini ialah:

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag

erm..dah lepas la award ni, biar ar..

i dah simpan draft hampir berkurun

hari ini i publish kan...

tak perlu jawab soklan erk..

:this What i feel today:

Hwaaahh...hwaahh...

hwaaaaaaHHHHHhhhhhh~~~~

feel sleepy sangat..

sebab???....shhhh....

sempat lagi melelapkan mata kat office..

giler!!

MENGANTUK tahap Cipan nih...

i nak buat keja pun otak

HANG~~

so, i think labtop pun feel yang sama

hahaha

what i do is..

SHut down labtop!!... and complaint it to my blog..

using another pc..

hwuuuuaaaahh~~~

:to be continue:

Ehem..ehem..

huh~~
banyak story yang i nak update
especially last month which mean last year punya cerita..
about my holiday, my christmas day, new year and so on
and also i have 2 tag maybe, waiting to be answered..
but
there's no gap between time i have..
huh

so, i hope i can spend my time 'with my blog' during this chinese new year...

so to those my friend yang celebrate Chinese New Year...

GONG XI FA CHAI

:Koleksi DEC 2008 epi 3:

ehem..ehem..
morning semua!!

i edit semula di waktu pagi..

see the picca..

ni antara view yang cantik la i amik...

semua pun tahu ini BONSAI kan..

ni la BONSAI koleksi papa i with my brother..

ermm..rasanyer..

papa i lagi banyak la...

hehe..

BONSAI papa i ni semua nyer kiut2..

kecik2 jer..

macam baby BONSAI gitu

i suka tengok BONSAI ni..

boleh mengingatkan kepada kehidupan..

mula2 ia hanyala pohon biasa..

tetapi setelah di jaga dengan rapi..

ia akan menjadi sesuatu yang cantik dan menarik..

dan sangat bernilai..

hah~~

boleh tak masukkan dalam cara kita menikmati hidup??

ada perkara yang kita belajar kan???

ok..

renung2 kan la...

;p

:Koleksi DEC 2008 epi 2:

Ermmm..

smart tak barisan skuter kat atas??
kebanyakan nyer skuter jenama elegan..

yang besar gedabak tuh..

tp kalau you all tengok secara dekat..

orang yang tak cukup tinggi untuk motor besar cm i ni..

blh bawa tau..

CAYALAH~~!!

ini di sebabkan kebanyakan skuter ni dah di modify..

i) bahagian front

ii) bahagian handle

iii) bahagian body

iv) bahagian ekzos

v) spring pun kena cut nak bagi rendah

vi) dan lain2

yang merubah rupa sebenar skuter elegan yang original..

i cakap ni berdasarkan i nampak kat motor abg i..

apa yang abg i dah ubah

jum..check out the picca..!!

ohya..

aktiviti ni adalah 'MOTOR SHOW'

bagi yang minat moto, tau la apa yang ada time ni..

pemilik2 motor ni akan mempamer motor kesayangan mereka ni..

kira ala2 pertandingan RATU CANTIK gitu

aktiviti ini anjuran kelab skuter di Sarawak

kelab yang memperkenalkan diri sebagai

'SARAWAK UNITED SCOOTERIS CLUB'

@

SUSC

walaupun pun bahang panas cukup terasa, pengunjung tetap juga ingin melihat skuter yang di pertandingankan..

model skuter yang dipertandingkan

i) skuter ego

ii) skuter karisma

iii) skuter elegan

i x pasti pula skuter2 model lain..

yang tersenarai ni, yang i pasti jer

hehe

sambil i melawat i pun nak amik gambar..

as usual

for my blog

kalau tak silap, abg i ckp motor ni yang menang..

TAHNIAH la kepada pemilik skuter ni..

(i pun tak kenal)

hehe

kalau rajin berminat join the club la..

http://sarawakscooterist.net/

:Koleksi DEC 2008 epi 1:

EHEM..EHEM..

lama bonar tak meng'update' blog ni

sibuk giler

apa2 pun tengok jer la picca2 yg di upload oleh i..

nak cerita pun

^no idea^

but i guess.. tengok gmbr pun blh la KAN..

hah~~time ni i,my sis, my papa and my niece bertolak awal dari rumah sbb naik flight awal..

so, picca kat atas mesti u all tau kan..

kat LCC Terminal

amik gmbr kenangan kat airport sebab my niece nak balik dah dari bercuti..

hehe

actually semua pun balik..

kwang,,kwang..kwang

hah~~i ni sejak ada blog giler amik gambar..

salah satu layan boring tunggu nak masuk flight..

pagi ni, flight delay..

(i rasa dah draft la story ni)

nanti i paste..

you all baca k..

ramai orang kan nak balik???

i curi2 amik ni..hehe

biasa la hujung tahun.. semua nak balik kampung...

for christmas..

nampak tak??

AK 5146

adalah flight yang akan bawa we all balik Sarawak

dan

lokasinya BINTULU...

yang ni pula, buat kerja giler..amik gambar sebelum sampai ke bangunan terminal..

teruk kan..sebenarnya tak dibenarkan pun..

tp you all pandang belakang picca i..

amik gambar lagi dekat dengan flight..

anyway,

we all selamat mendarat kat bumi kenyalang around 12 tgh hari..

tobecontinue