Tamat Kontrak

hi everyone,

soon i'll be leaving my current company

i have been here almost 2 year & 10 month

its a great & challenge start

but

ending this work with this feeling is not a good experience

from busy day until no work to be done

first

Why we stay until now??

its just like - we have our own ego..

giving an excuse;

1.waiting for the contract to be terminate

2. project almost done

3. wanna see how this project officially close/end

thats why we stayed..

 but then...

until today the project still got something to be done..

defects.. defects..

some is under DLP and some are not under DLP..  

this really not & out of how we deal with construction fields.

i, myself

very excited to learn something new in this fields

now,

i feel like learn (not to say nothing), it is not up to standard 

i can say that, from beginning of year 2017,

i did not learn something new..

no task that challenge me..

i felt my mind goes to zero..

i need more refreshment to start new work..

i need vacation!!

the confident is not in here.. my heart.. missing

argghs~~

scary!!

i need to do something that give back my super-excited attitude to face this world challenge..

stay outside the boxes..

even now, i already pending updating my resume.

from the day receiving 3 month notice of contract termination 

and 

now left another 1 month to find new job.

arghhhh~~

 i have few commitment this few month.. i don't want to advance from others anymore..

omygoshhh...

God, Help me

I need you

give me the positive energy to continue my life

 +amen+

haha.. sound i'm out of my topic..

its ok..i just want to mumbling here..

release my burden

^_-