Tamat Kontrak

hi everyone,

soon i'll be leaving my current company

i have been here almost 2 year & 10 month

its a great & challenge start

but

ending this work with this feeling is not a good experience

from busy day until no work to be done

first

Why we stay until now??

its just like - we have our own ego..

giving an excuse;

1.waiting for the contract to be terminate

2. project almost done

3. wanna see how this project officially close/end

thats why we stayed..

 but then...

until today the project still got something to be done..

defects.. defects..

some is under DLP and some are not under DLP..  

this really not & out of how we deal with construction fields.

i, myself

very excited to learn something new in this fields

now,

i feel like learn (not to say nothing), it is not up to standard 

i can say that, from beginning of year 2017,

i did not learn something new..

no task that challenge me..

i felt my mind goes to zero..

i need more refreshment to start new work..

i need vacation!!

the confident is not in here.. my heart.. missing

argghs~~

scary!!

i need to do something that give back my super-excited attitude to face this world challenge..

stay outside the boxes..

even now, i already pending updating my resume.

from the day receiving 3 month notice of contract termination 

and 

now left another 1 month to find new job.

arghhhh~~

 i have few commitment this few month.. i don't want to advance from others anymore..

omygoshhh...

God, Help me

I need you

give me the positive energy to continue my life

 +amen+

haha.. sound i'm out of my topic..

its ok..i just want to mumbling here..

release my burden

^_-

yuhuuu

last post 2014 

omgosh!! 

terlalu lama blog ini ditinggalkan..

 

half year 2014 until 2017..

here i come.

then only i remember.. 

jiwa kacau, stress, gembira, sedih. apa jua perasaan and kehidupan yang aku lalui..

aku luahkan dalam blog ini..

salah satu cara untuk melepaskan segala perasaan yang tersebut..

boleh dikatakan agak berkesan..

bermacam-macam hal telah berlaku dalam kehidupan aku sepanjang aku menghilang dari me'update' blog ini

berpindah tempat kerja

berpindah negeri bekerja

focus final year yang berapa kali tertangguh

at last, aku telah selamat menjadi graduan peringkat ijazah..

hehe

Thank GOD.

selain itu..

tempat kerja baru dengan pengalaman baru

kerja yang sangat banyak..

berjumpa dengan ramai kawan2 baru.

sangat ramai okay... haha

until sekarang..

project sudah siap jika dinilai dari segi konteks pembinaan..

tetapi kami yang berazam berada di project ini sehingga akhir..

semakin terkapai2

tiada hala tuju..

menunggu surat tamat kontrak

tahun 2017

sudah menghampiri pertengahan tahun..

kami mempunyai masa lapang yang sangat banyak..

sehingga merasa sangat bosan

aku pula hilang arah tujuan untuk tahun 2017

matlamat aku kebanyakan adalah untuk jangka pendek..

omg!!

azam 2017 

zero..

hanya disebabkan belum mendapat surat tamat kontrak..

its ok...

after make come back inside this block..

i will try list down my 2017 resolution

soon..

see ya again

my blog~