: 2010 : new challenge year..

halooo...
happy new year 2010...

today 31 January 2010...
a month done for this year..
left more 11 month..
what i should do??
i still not determine target for this year
its sometimes scare me but its really scary..
i got stuck with outstanding works
at my ex office
side project at kemaman also, still got pending payment...
is there still have problem?
PLEASE inform me or us!!!
what i want is, to settle all SKALA STUDIO debt...
i get that project then use my friend company's name..
of course we share completing the project
BUT
their company's name will get bad reputation
even though not all maybe for 'them'
huh~~
its embarrass me!!
i plan moving to kl......
that thing make me stuck! still stuck @ Kuantan..
how i wish to write DEMM here...
its really bad word to hear..and to say

then,
i didn't feel to get back with my old company..
i have to start with new life..
life that i really search
and
i'm still blur bout it...
am i pessimist??
oh please..NO~
i want to an optimist person
i want to built back my confidence...
for my own future
money doesn't matter..
as long i matured myself first
from this moment
i have to be serious!!
this year... 24 days to go..
i'll turn 27th years old
what i have??
nothing
and
only gain knowledge
but
nothing
for
my
FUTURE LIFE
demm!!
i should strict to myself....!!!
not wealth but SOMETHING for my FUTURE, FAMILY
GOD, help me..
even though i always find best quotes for motivate me
but
your BLESS is the most IMPORTANT for me...
i LOVE YOU..
i want to be with me forever
and
i believe in YOU..
HELP ME LORD...
'amen'

-chikbeth-