:good news, bad news:

: its not a good starting for year 2009 :

halu...
its been long time i'm not update my blog.
almost 8 month already we walk through year 2009..

for me..
its really a challenge year although we still have 4 months to finish this year...
i don't know what had happen to my life..
confuse/blur and many more..

but
thanks GOD..
i have HIM, my GOD in my life..

DIA memberi aku kekuatan di saat aku merasa diri aku benar-benar jatuh..

aku diberi kesabaran biarpun ada ketika sabar aku hilang
but
because of HIM
i have that patient
HE teach me to accept what had happen to me..
i'll never blame my GOD

HE always give another chance for me to built back my life
HIS LOVE is the greatest feeling i have..
even though i feel
nak marah people around me.
i remember HIS WORD...
its won't happen
HE open my eyes
asking me to be optimise
although its hard

i pray
i hope
thats bad feeling will fly away from my heart..
i Believe..
GOD have plan a beautiful life for me in future..
i LOVE HIM very much

because of HIS LOVE..
my tears help me to calm down

HE know my dreams
family
future life
especially for my parent
i love them so much

THE TIME WILL COME
WHAT I HAVE TO DO IS
STRUGGLE MORE HARD
BE EFFICIENT AND OPITIMISE
AND
DON'T FORGET TO PRAY

-TQ-

::FOCUS::

What the word???

FOCUS right..

hah~

hari ini i melepak at my ex-office

actually pukul 3 ptg td i patut entertain meeting

i ganti bos i walaupun dah 'ex'

ya la, it is an experience ma

buat ape nak berkira

kan...

as long perkara tuh still berguna untuk i

i akan buat.

but

kena postpone pula p this friday

erm..

back to my topic

'FOCUS'

dah lama tak update blog ni

it is because... i busy focus on

i) study

ii) outstanding works

iii) side income works

time is very precious for this moment

rase nak giler bile byk kerja outstanding

sapa suruh suka tangguh kan..

until

my school holiday pun terpaksa digunakn utk

perkara2 yg tertangguh

huh~~

untuk settle kan semua kerja

i terpaksa..

a) kurangkan surf website yg tak berkenaan

i) blog/fs/facebook

ii) web hiburan

iii) chatting

iv) except online newspaper

b) korbankan waktu melepaks

c) cuti sem (walaupun hanya 2 weeks)

thats why la...

we have to FOCUS on what are doing

serta merta tanpa hold it

supaya

cepat siap

dan mempunyai masa nak baiki kalau ada silap

chikbeth

:tag from Anna M.A:

Okay,

here's the rule :

Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.

Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results,

and post it as your answer.

After that tag 7 people.

::the age of next birthday::

hiew,first picca!!!

menggelikan

ada 27 landak ker aper???

erm..

i amik lain satu k..

i'm 27 years old for my next birthday

tak ku sangka & u all pun tak akan menyangka..

yg diri ini menyandang angka 27..

hehe

coz, i'm still look like 20-25

hahaha

(perasan kejap)

::place i'd like to travel::

ITALY... i dunno much about Italy

but i know this place was popular with 'architecture' term

just surf from the internet about it..

one of it 'Tower of Pisa'

::a favourite place::

erm..tmpt i suke, tmpt yang tenang, damai
dan

semua la tmpt yg blh bg diri ini berehat..

especially berdekatan beach, mountain, village, forest

huh~~~

tak perlu dgr enjin kereta, hidu asap...etc

::a favourite food::

hah~~fabereto food

NASI PUTIH WITH DAGING MASAK MERAH

not spicy, little bit only la

but i feel this food very yummy2

::a favourite thing::

??????? kan

actually, 'thing' i like to do is

just stay at home

not

become a full time housewife

but as per 2nd picca

a house with my own design

architecture + ID + landscape

what is could be??

brilliant right..

hehe

prefer to spend my leisure time at home

if i have beautiful house and garden

::nickname i had::

TATOO

haha..

when i was small la.. org kt kpg call me with that name

unique kan,

erm..they call me because they think

pembesaran i akan terbantut.. kot

mb sb fizikal i time kecik kot serupa dgn one of my kpg mate la...

nama org itu tatu jugak..

thanks GOD i membesar jugak

::a favourite color::

hehehe..

i luv this kaler since 2004 or 2005

i dunno y

what i know this kaler look very energetic

beside color red or black..

anyone know me, they know what color of my collection

haha

::college major::

this picca is the first when i try to search for the subject.

actually, i like doing math in architecture

senang kot

mudah

::name of my love::

hehe

what that sign??

hah~~secreto de amor la

haha

until become my husband

::a hobby::

hehe..

since i was in primary school

until now baru ade 2 buku stamp jer

and

1 buku 'fisrt day envelopes'

::a bad habit::

i hate this, ya la nama dah bad habit

masa..i suke tangguh2 kerja

that make me jadi seorang yg tak menghargai masa

::my wish list::

7 people i'm tagging:
ucumanja
retasya

nicol

nucy_loves

ucumanja

retasya

nicol

(cukup 7 kan)

MONEY or QUALITY & QUANTITY

eHEM...Ehem..

hi guy & gals sekalian..

bertemu kembali

wah~~

ceria gitu..

tapi

'conflict' sedang berlaku dalam diri i ketika ini..

berkenaan dengan subject di atas

maybe ada juga orang lain yang merasa apa yg i rasa ketika ni..

what i know...

i have 'unproper management' life

why do i say so??

i'm not blaming GOD..

its all from me

banyak sikap 'negative' yang i junjung nowadays

its really make me stress

kepala 50% blur

hati 80% sakit

badan 30% tak berdaya

its equal more than 100%

BAHAYA!!

its really scare me..

and

i have make MY decision

no matter what

i have to REST

even there no other 'backup' designer at my office

but

lagipun job tak byk

huh~~

until when i have to HOLD

its make me getting worst

NO TRANSFORMATION HAPPENED IN MY LIFE

in work??

in school???

leisure time???

what do you all think??

I SHOULD TAKE A LONG LEAVE RIGHT!!

ERM..

of course we need MONEY for our life...!!

but

if we all have our professional field

takkan nak biar QUALITY & QUANTITY

makin merundum..

owh no..no..no..

"duit boleh dicari, ilmu susah nak dapat"

THANK YOU VERY MUCH..

regard

chikbeth

:earth Hour:

Ehem..ehem..

kempen 'EARTH HOUR' dah lama di buat..

tapi i

tak nak ketinggalan dlm kempen ini

even

tak sampai 24 hour lagi 'EARTH HOUR'

ini akan bermula..

so, para pembaca blog sekalian

i invite you all

sertai kempen

PADAM LAMPU UNTUK TEMPOH 1 JAM SAHAJA

and for u all dah tau kenapa kan???

lets do it for out EARTH...

28 MAC 2009

830 PM-930 PM

: My priority :

List of thing that am i doing right now..

2009

i) Study

ii) Try searching Freelance job

iii) Working

NOW..!!

and My Priority is MY STUDY...

Learning new things in my life is the marvellous experience.

its like falling in love by 'attending class'..

haha

but

after continuing my study

i realize that

i'm an outdated person actually..

mmmm...mmm

even most of my classmates are also an employee

but

between my ex-classmates in politechnic

i know they have EXPLORE a lot of new 'software'

in upgrading themshelf

huh~~

jelous juga rasa

ya la...

if i lepak with my friends yg same field..

they all talking about..

this and that software/rendering..& so on

sepertinya

i still berada 'di hujung' jari kaki..

because i can't even interrupt them to talk same topic

just listen and smile and say 'Wow'

huh~~...hieeww~~

its likes embarrasing me

sedangkan my friends dah merangkak naik

what do you feel???

mmg feel down but for me

i try and have to crawl out from the cocoon

AM I RIGHT??

even i really scared to do it so..

ya

i'm thinking about MONEY..

BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND MY GOD..

I know

i should take long rest from doing my 'work'

i want to

i) refresh my mind

ii) outstretch myself

iii) settle outstanding life work..

iv) format & upgrading my 'brain'

the important thing is my 'PRIORITY'

focus my study..

especially studio subject..

its a tough subject brings 6 hours credit,

no final exam

3 week to present....!!

takkan budak bachelor nak present

'rubbish work' right...

nak ker??

its all from my heart..

chikbeth