: OK @ TAK ok :

hari ini 19/04/2010
hari yang aku tak tau nak tulis apa kat blog ni..
memandangkan dah lama tak update blog..


apa hendak di perkatakan..
antara OK dan TAK ok..
KEPUTUSAN yang akan aku buat
sudah lama dirancang...
hampir terlaksana..
harap tiada yang terluka...
sekarang hanya bersabar
menanti waktu..

the most important is..
my friend
ADVICE me..
'think about yourself..'
its TIME for you to "tetap"
with your own decision..
YES!!
its must be approve by my beloved GOD

thank you for all yang support
secara langsung atau tak langsung

life will be much better then now

regard
chik beth

: 2010 : new challenge year..

halooo...
happy new year 2010...

today 31 January 2010...
a month done for this year..
left more 11 month..
what i should do??
i still not determine target for this year
its sometimes scare me but its really scary..
i got stuck with outstanding works
at my ex office
side project at kemaman also, still got pending payment...
is there still have problem?
PLEASE inform me or us!!!
what i want is, to settle all SKALA STUDIO debt...
i get that project then use my friend company's name..
of course we share completing the project
BUT
their company's name will get bad reputation
even though not all maybe for 'them'
huh~~
its embarrass me!!
i plan moving to kl......
that thing make me stuck! still stuck @ Kuantan..
how i wish to write DEMM here...
its really bad word to hear..and to say

then,
i didn't feel to get back with my old company..
i have to start with new life..
life that i really search
and
i'm still blur bout it...
am i pessimist??
oh please..NO~
i want to an optimist person
i want to built back my confidence...
for my own future
money doesn't matter..
as long i matured myself first
from this moment
i have to be serious!!
this year... 24 days to go..
i'll turn 27th years old
what i have??
nothing
and
only gain knowledge
but
nothing
for
my
FUTURE LIFE
demm!!
i should strict to myself....!!!
not wealth but SOMETHING for my FUTURE, FAMILY
GOD, help me..
even though i always find best quotes for motivate me
but
your BLESS is the most IMPORTANT for me...
i LOVE YOU..
i want to be with me forever
and
i believe in YOU..
HELP ME LORD...
'amen'

-chikbeth-

SEMINAR lanscape 10 & 11 NOV

:good news, bad news:

: its not a good starting for year 2009 :

halu...
its been long time i'm not update my blog.
almost 8 month already we walk through year 2009..

for me..
its really a challenge year although we still have 4 months to finish this year...
i don't know what had happen to my life..
confuse/blur and many more..

but
thanks GOD..
i have HIM, my GOD in my life..

DIA memberi aku kekuatan di saat aku merasa diri aku benar-benar jatuh..

aku diberi kesabaran biarpun ada ketika sabar aku hilang
but
because of HIM
i have that patient
HE teach me to accept what had happen to me..
i'll never blame my GOD

HE always give another chance for me to built back my life
HIS LOVE is the greatest feeling i have..
even though i feel
nak marah people around me.
i remember HIS WORD...
its won't happen
HE open my eyes
asking me to be optimise
although its hard

i pray
i hope
thats bad feeling will fly away from my heart..
i Believe..
GOD have plan a beautiful life for me in future..
i LOVE HIM very much

because of HIS LOVE..
my tears help me to calm down

HE know my dreams
family
future life
especially for my parent
i love them so much

THE TIME WILL COME
WHAT I HAVE TO DO IS
STRUGGLE MORE HARD
BE EFFICIENT AND OPITIMISE
AND
DON'T FORGET TO PRAY

-TQ-

::FOCUS::

What the word???

FOCUS right..

hah~

hari ini i melepak at my ex-office

actually pukul 3 ptg td i patut entertain meeting

i ganti bos i walaupun dah 'ex'

ya la, it is an experience ma

buat ape nak berkira

kan...

as long perkara tuh still berguna untuk i

i akan buat.

but

kena postpone pula p this friday

erm..

back to my topic

'FOCUS'

dah lama tak update blog ni

it is because... i busy focus on

i) study

ii) outstanding works

iii) side income works

time is very precious for this moment

rase nak giler bile byk kerja outstanding

sapa suruh suka tangguh kan..

until

my school holiday pun terpaksa digunakn utk

perkara2 yg tertangguh

huh~~

untuk settle kan semua kerja

i terpaksa..

a) kurangkan surf website yg tak berkenaan

i) blog/fs/facebook

ii) web hiburan

iii) chatting

iv) except online newspaper

b) korbankan waktu melepaks

c) cuti sem (walaupun hanya 2 weeks)

thats why la...

we have to FOCUS on what are doing

serta merta tanpa hold it

supaya

cepat siap

dan mempunyai masa nak baiki kalau ada silap

chikbeth

:tag from Anna M.A:

Okay,

here's the rule :

Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.

Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results,

and post it as your answer.

After that tag 7 people.

::the age of next birthday::

hiew,first picca!!!

menggelikan

ada 27 landak ker aper???

erm..

i amik lain satu k..

i'm 27 years old for my next birthday

tak ku sangka & u all pun tak akan menyangka..

yg diri ini menyandang angka 27..

hehe

coz, i'm still look like 20-25

hahaha

(perasan kejap)

::place i'd like to travel::

ITALY... i dunno much about Italy

but i know this place was popular with 'architecture' term

just surf from the internet about it..

one of it 'Tower of Pisa'

::a favourite place::

erm..tmpt i suke, tmpt yang tenang, damai
dan

semua la tmpt yg blh bg diri ini berehat..

especially berdekatan beach, mountain, village, forest

huh~~~

tak perlu dgr enjin kereta, hidu asap...etc

::a favourite food::

hah~~fabereto food

NASI PUTIH WITH DAGING MASAK MERAH

not spicy, little bit only la

but i feel this food very yummy2

::a favourite thing::

??????? kan

actually, 'thing' i like to do is

just stay at home

not

become a full time housewife

but as per 2nd picca

a house with my own design

architecture + ID + landscape

what is could be??

brilliant right..

hehe

prefer to spend my leisure time at home

if i have beautiful house and garden

::nickname i had::

TATOO

haha..

when i was small la.. org kt kpg call me with that name

unique kan,

erm..they call me because they think

pembesaran i akan terbantut.. kot

mb sb fizikal i time kecik kot serupa dgn one of my kpg mate la...

nama org itu tatu jugak..

thanks GOD i membesar jugak

::a favourite color::

hehehe..

i luv this kaler since 2004 or 2005

i dunno y

what i know this kaler look very energetic

beside color red or black..

anyone know me, they know what color of my collection

haha

::college major::

this picca is the first when i try to search for the subject.

actually, i like doing math in architecture

senang kot

mudah

::name of my love::

hehe

what that sign??

hah~~secreto de amor la

haha

until become my husband

::a hobby::

hehe..

since i was in primary school

until now baru ade 2 buku stamp jer

and

1 buku 'fisrt day envelopes'

::a bad habit::

i hate this, ya la nama dah bad habit

masa..i suke tangguh2 kerja

that make me jadi seorang yg tak menghargai masa

::my wish list::

7 people i'm tagging:
ucumanja
retasya

nicol

nucy_loves

ucumanja

retasya

nicol

(cukup 7 kan)