: My priority :

List of thing that am i doing right now..

2009

i) Study

ii) Try searching Freelance job

iii) Working

NOW..!!

and My Priority is MY STUDY...

Learning new things in my life is the marvellous experience.

its like falling in love by 'attending class'..

haha

but

after continuing my study

i realize that

i'm an outdated person actually..

mmmm...mmm

even most of my classmates are also an employee

but

between my ex-classmates in politechnic

i know they have EXPLORE a lot of new 'software'

in upgrading themshelf

huh~~

jelous juga rasa

ya la...

if i lepak with my friends yg same field..

they all talking about..

this and that software/rendering..& so on

sepertinya

i still berada 'di hujung' jari kaki..

because i can't even interrupt them to talk same topic

just listen and smile and say 'Wow'

huh~~...hieeww~~

its likes embarrasing me

sedangkan my friends dah merangkak naik

what do you feel???

mmg feel down but for me

i try and have to crawl out from the cocoon

AM I RIGHT??

even i really scared to do it so..

ya

i'm thinking about MONEY..

BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND MY GOD..

I know

i should take long rest from doing my 'work'

i want to

i) refresh my mind

ii) outstretch myself

iii) settle outstanding life work..

iv) format & upgrading my 'brain'

the important thing is my 'PRIORITY'

focus my study..

especially studio subject..

its a tough subject brings 6 hours credit,

no final exam

3 week to present....!!

takkan budak bachelor nak present

'rubbish work' right...

nak ker??

its all from my heart..

chikbeth

:tak datang kelas:

Ehem..ehem..

haluu semua

huhu

ari ni i tak p kelas

rugi jugak rasa..

ari ni kelas studio

ada evaluation tuk projek 2..

and

inventory untuk projek 3

but

badan rasa seperti tak sihat

smlm and hari ni asyik bersin

lagi2 smlm ada kena hujan

tp dah masuk tgh hari, ok sikit

cuma kepala still cm blur2

design??

urghh~~

pun tak dpt nak COMPLETE kan

1 week nak prepare..

oh~~GOD

still uncomplete..

tak risau??

uiii..AMATLAH risau..

gile la kalau langsung tak risau

baik quit jer dr study nie..

kalau blh nak buat terbaik lagi!!

yala

i further study bcoz i want to upgrade my skills

get more experience

huh~~

TAKUT

ok la..

i'll try to prepare the best..

:Submission!!...:

EHem..eHem..

all blogger park here for a few second

erm..

1 week left for me to compile all the requirement for my studio subject

( 2nd project.. )

its an ecological garden within our campus @ UTM city campus KL..

i have my own idea

but

once my brain hang/jam/blur

i don't what should i do..

everything

is

in my head

but

the signal are very slow

HELP ME!!

i need something that can improve my

'quality'

&

'quantity'

in my brain..

maybe i should format??

upgrade supposely...

or

'tambah rem'

owh, GOD

i knew you will be with me..

chayok!!..chayok!!

lets my brain/head, hand

move faster and actively..

huh~~~

:Difference Between Being a Friend and Being Friendly:

What are the standards for friendship?
The Bible lists some good ones (New Living Translation):

— Friends are few (Prov. 18:24) - "There are 'friends' who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother." We know the traditional concept of what a brother is, but think about what a brother is to a woman. A brother is someone who will stand by you and stand up for you because he wants the best for you, not because of what you can do for him.

— A friend lays down his life (John 15:13)"And here is how to measure it--the greatest love is shown when people lay down their lives for their friends." A friend puts your needs and well-being above his own.

— A friend loves unconditionally (Prov. 17:17) "A friend is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need."

— A friend speaks the truth in love (Prov. 27:6)"Wounds from a friend are better than many kisses from an enemy." A friend will tell you what you need to hear, again because he wants what is best for you. Someone caught up in infatuation or what he thinks is love will keep quiet so as not to jeopardize the physical aspects of the relationship.

— A friend encourages you and is sensitive to your needs (Prov. 26:18, 19) "Just as damaging as a mad man shooting a lethal weapon is someone who lies to a friend and then says, 'I was only joking.'"


who else can elaborate my question??

:will turn 26th years old soon:

wah~~~

i'm scared with this posting..

getting nearer to say bubye to 25 years old club

will join a NEW club..

huh~~

days running so fast..

i'm just want a breath for new year..

but its ok..

for me..

24 february 2009 is a begin for me..

its been 26 years already i stand on this beautiful earth..

with variety challenges that i face

lets me list down what we have learn being a human that growth..

(my own description)

0-12 month

we're in fast growth process

baby become a child

1 year - 4 years

within this years

we're in process of learning

to speak out a word/talk

to walk/run

5 years- 6 years

we're in pre-school

learning about ABC

sing a song

write

recognize other people

7 years - 9 years

we're in lower primary school

up 1 stage

spend more time at school

10 years - 12 years

we're in upper primary school

at this time we all have to attend kokurikulum

i'm a tunas puteri

13 years -17 years

we're in secondary school

learning more advance subject

all the subject is about our life and living

and maybe 'the subject' is about what are going to be..

18 years -25 years

we're teenage level already

free from wearing school uniform except for form 6

at this time, most of us busy applying any ipta/s

to continue our study to high level

depend with our course

&

what we intent to be....

to further study or to work

26 years old

its a new part for a teenage..

still don't know what will happen

i'll tell you next year

hehe

: Kenapa saya sibuk? :

Ehem..ehemm...

everybody....

ERM..

even my blog ni kurang popular...

but

i nak cerita juga kenapa i sibuk??

first,

i) semester dah lama mula, then semester ini

ader juga subjek STUDIO ecology

ii) then tahun ini pula, dapat keja tambahan..

'side income' cari duit wei~~

iii) kerja ofis pula tak banyak la..cuma ada outstanding work..

iv) tak cukup masa nak lepak kat blog ni...

i think itu sahaja..

second,

sbb2 lain,

i) i kena research schoolwork,

so, takde masa nak jenguk blog

ii) i kuar melepak, balik utk tidur

iii) siang hari i keja, mlm i tido haha

iv) hehe actually internet problem..gk

terlambat bayar bil broadband...

v) line internet slow melow..tension tunggu...

hehe..

so, lama2 banyak citer untuk blog jadi outstanding..

ada yg i ingat..ada yg i tak ingat..

dalam draft pun ader lagi..tak publish..

mmm..REZEKI untuk tahun baru kot..

hahaha

i HOPE so..

i need a lot of money to settle my loans

kalau tidak mati i..

:a STRESS week:

huh~~~
its been a long time i didn't drop anything here..
suddenly come out with...the subject ???

who can elaborate my subject??
huh~~
i don't know what happen to this week..

in work side i feel happy because i with my friend gonna have a job or project
which means i will have side income..
hehe
but the main thing is...not the side income
i learn to be somebody..that what i want..
i don't want to be who am i now..
the new vision in new year and the special month for me..
i won't turn back...

GOD please Help me.. it won't happen if i struggle with a blank heart and mind...!!
and without you supporting me..

erm..
what a stress week??
this week i got heart broken a few times
not because a man ( well i'm a women ready..wah ghatal kejap )

this week i'm too sensitive...
iyah...many reason why i feel that way..

its too long for me to write it here
because of
my friends,
my siblings,
my boss...

the way they talk, their body language, the words they speak out...
its make my heart beating and tears come out from my sepet eyes

what a good connection between my heart+mind+eyes...
huh~~

its give me highly patience..
to built my own life...

huh~~
sometimes kan,
our blog become our close friend.
if we don't have people to drop our feel..
we just write it here..

huh~~
there no ending for my subject...
but i feel much better now...

regard
chikbeth